ME  AND  TIME 

me and time both are just opposite to each other . i never respected time and the same thing time does to me . my age is 17 and i am only 4 days away to join the 18th year club and in this small age i have realized many times that i should respect time whenever i falls in any problem . after that i make time table to utilise my time perfectly but this helps nothing to me because after 1-2 days or sometimes even less than 12 hours , i forget my plan and started doing the same shit that i have done before .

this doesn't mean that i don't have dreams me too have dreams . i want to become an actor and want to work in films 

i am also very fond of writing songs , poems and stories .

and i know that with the '' HARD WORK ''  i can become expert in my passion . since i never get serious about my passion in time , so i am struggling and right now i am in depression . and now i understand that '' realisation of your faults can't bring your train of life in right lane until u not start doing practicals with what you have realized '' .

for e.g 
                    you failed in examination and now you realised that you should wake up early in the morning and study for better results and you set up the alarm for 4 am .
next morning , when the alarm rings but you are in deep sleep and you put the alarm off by thinking that '' today lets sleep , from next morning i will utilise my plan and will wake up at 4 am'' . but next morning , again same thing happens and you gave same escuse to yourself .
all this shit happens because - your pleasures are dominating over your success and your dreams and if you dont realise it in time , then the time comes when you want to improve your fault but sadly you can't because its so late . 

it was my personal opinion and after writing this i am feeling littile relaxed because i am also facing the same problem . 

  may god give u all peace and happiness .

                                                          -: DEEPAK MISHRA